It's exactly as it is

This month has been so hectic for me; in a good way (if that's possible).
I've done so much, experienced so much and enjoyed every bit of it.
Still have a lot to do for the next few months before I can officially relax.
I have decided however to spoil myself and get a new cell phone, but first I would need to get a new job. I will be liberal and not go further-on on that subject.

Onto another topic, I feel like I have never had so many great friends at once in my life. And the most amazing part is that they're all girls. For once I have all these close girlfriends who don't cause me to deal with bullshit or drama. But if I ever have to I'm down for these girls because they brighten up my life.

I just want to say Hello, because they're so Amazing, and our Love Will Stay.
Til the next post..

-toodles, Citrine ;]

Experience

Mmm boy what a night it was!
Happy Birthday to zee lovely Lady 'Enn' though :)

So wow, how do I ever go on explaining what happened?
I think I'm somewhat embarrassed by what I did. Maybe I should be more clear on my actions. Thinking before acting.

Oh wells first time experience for all awkward atmospheres right?
On the other hand it was enjoyable and definitely should somewhat do it again but be a little more wise in acting.

Ladies and gents, got to be careful sometimes. Just because you realize what you're doing does not mean you are sober enough to realize whether you should be doing it or not.

-toodles, Citrine ;]

Close Your Eyes

Something I had the inspiration to write when I was watching this show..

"When we're not together I wonder what you're doing, I wonder how you're feeling. Are you having fun? Are you getting by? I walk to places seeing a fading image of where we use to walk. It's not another i think i miss you moment; it's more of a how are you? question. At this very moment, how are you? At this second that my heart takes a beat what are you thinking? I'm fine, but I wonder how are you."

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So that was a great way to start off today's blog.
I've been going through a phase I think. Trying to "find myself"? Just a girl's moment of wanting change I suppose. Or maybe to much scandalous girl drama in soaps that are getting to me?
Had a haircut, got my eyebrows shaped, got my nails done.. Yeah this lady is so totally ready for a party.
Question is where is the party? What parties are there these days that are worth going to? It's all been the same stuff. Drink, dance, hook-up. Seems like getting older means nothing much when all the youngsters these days are already going beyond and doing all these stuff.
But I guess that's the excitement to wanting to do all that stuff, because you're not allowed to.
Time for some people to step up to their game. Make a move or just don't play this game.

-toodles, Citrine ;]