Misunderstanding Happiness

So did I mention I like Asian dramas? LOL
Like seriously I get attached to most of them because even though they're all the same general base of a story (some hot dude, some hot girl, another dude comes out to fight for her but she ends up with the first hot dude somehow after a gazillion twists and turns) I enjoy the plots that are written to form the story.
Some of them are seriously the most beautiful fantasies I could ever imagine going through.
So right now I'm following up on one call Autumn's Concerto (which I call Bootleg Winter's Sonata hence the name similarity LOL); This drama isn't exactly something you want to anticipate for because it's not extremely good that you just need to wait for every new episode; but the storyline of it just makes you wonder that you end up wanting to watch the new episode.

(I don't want to do spoilers in case anyone wants to watch it so this blog for today isn't really about the drama)

So a little summary of why I'm using the drama as the follow up of my blog for today is that the main actor of the drama loses his memory for 6 years and suddenly remembers everything and wants to take revenge on everyone, including the love of his life, the main actress (haha, typical).

Can you imagine forgetting about your entire past, and thinking that these few years you've lived are the truth? You never questioned about your past or wondered if anyone is lying to you because your entire mind is starting from scratch again learning bits and pieces of life all over again. But when you suddenly remember everything you get mad at everyone because you realize these few years have been the biggest lie anyone will ever go through. Everything you've accepted in these few years are only your misunderstandings because you don't want to think there's anything beyond the happiness you feel right now.
Why? Why must you take it all so bad. Go against everything when you remember that you can? Is it such a big deal? It's not something that should end up this way. It could have been an everlasting dream. Go back to the way you like it, but why do you want others to go through the feeling of losing everything just because it was an accident that you had to lose everything; at least you have a happy life even if it was a lie.

Would you rather live with misunderstanding happiness that's built on lies?? Or an everlasting torture that is truthful and honest?

-toodles, CEETRINH ;]